I know I have run out of it.. and I know that it’s a race where I am running away from gaining back any of it.
Just as I write this, I wonder if God doesn’t like it if I depend too much on him. From lots of what I’ve heard in church and from my quiet times, God helps those who depend on him.. but in my case, sometimes I feel left out..
Maybe it’s normal for me to feel this way.. but definitely feels difficult to battle life’s wars with absolutely no energy and support..
Whilst sometimes I just want to give up, something just provides that glimmer of hope that life can be a little simpler, less complicated and peaceful.
I’ve already lost one life trying at it. Let’s see how the second life work